On heartache/trials, forgiveness, and moving on…

My Thursday last week was kind of roller coaster emotions for me. Oh, I definitely loved my morning. It was a time well-spent with my Patron Saint. The early afternoon until early evening wasn’t a good time though. I wish I could share with you what I am going through; however, for the protection of some people most especially, my kids, I have to keep the details to myself.

One thing is sure, it has to end. It’s been causing me heartache and unnecessarily anxiety. A dear friend told me I could always choose what to do or what to feel about the situation and I couldn’t agree more. But how do you do it when the party involved continues in all his power to cause you pain? That no matter how hard you try, you just can’t help but be affected simply, because you are human with fragile emotions and human frailties.

I am not playing the good guy here. I know I’ve my share of shortcomings but I’ve acknowledged it and forgiven myself as I've forgiven him. I hope and pray that he finds in his heart to do the same. Yes, in God’s perfect time.

Don’t get me wrong. Despite this trial, I feel happy and blessed. There are just so many things to be thankful for. I can’t even begin to count them. This stage of my life is just another test and like many other tests that I had in the past, I am confident I can pass this test with flying colors! ♥♥♥

Are you going through some heartache now? How do you cope with it?